Foolish in Love

Wise man say,
Only fools rush in.
But i can't help falling in love with you.

Shall i stay?
Would it be a sin?
If i can't help falling in love with you.

Like a river flows,
surely to the sea,
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be

Take my hand,
take my whole life too,
For I can't help falling in love with you.

Listening to this song really makes me wonder... Have i been foolish with myself? I know i dun have anything that she desires but i just can't get her off my mind. She looks so angelic in her own way but whenever she saw me, she will turn devilish and brushed me off like i'm some dirt.

I noe that she's avoiding me coz i'm like some pest that is irritating her. It hurts and i'm mortally crushed these few days. Its as though your heart is like a paper being scratched, stabbed and torn into million pieces. There's not much i can say but here's to you, You Are CRUEL.

Am I a good lover?

How You Are In Love

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

How Are You In Love?

Hypocrite

Defination:Hypocrisy is the act of pretending to oppose a belief or behaviour while holding the same beliefs or behaviours at the same time.

Am i a hypocrite?

I've been asking that question for a few days now. Been thinking hard about my attitude and how i approach people. I admit it. I am loyal to all my friends coz i treasure their friendships but there are people who i have nvr considered as friends. I've been acting like a 2-faced guy to them: Being the innocent looking guy in front of them but at the back, i'm bad-mouthing them.

Dear god, what is becoming of me? Why i finally feel weird after doing all this? I should have been like Poon. Despite not liking the person, he didn't show it. Just like because he sux. Yes, he was infamous for his arrogant and bragging attitude. Every body agrees with that but did i have to rub salt to his wound?

I told him the event only lasted an hour after he declared that he can go for the event. And i was proud to tell every body that i stopped him from coming. It does feel good but inside, you won't know how guilty i feel. Am i a hypocrite?

Next, there is a lady who i admired alot in the previous stopover. Yes, she's cute and have a pair of mesmerizing eyes. And i like the way she became interested in all my stories. I felt that i was in heaven every time she does that. But when the truth was revealed, i became a different person altogether. When she started to avoid me, i became moody. Whenever someone says something about her, i will give a bad impression of her.

But i feel bad after doing that every time. And when she attempted to make friends, i avoided it. Yes, i wish we were back to being innocent but i just can't change. What is becoming of me? I admired her alot but does it give me the right to be a hypocrite after rejection?

To those who were affected by my hypocrisy, i apologise. I know there can be no way to reverse the mistakes i had done but i hope that with this simple apology of mine, things will change.

What my birthdate means

Your Birthdate: May 16

You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head. You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking. People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right. You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself. Your strength: Your original approach to thinking Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others Your power color: Pale blue Your power symbol: Wavy line Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

What Rizwan Means

Curious about my name, i decided to check its meaning. Here is what i got...

What Muhammad Rizwan Bin Abdul Rahman Means

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way. And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life. You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience. You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Is it really me?