<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543</id><updated>2011-04-22T03:07:17.108+08:00</updated><category term='Anticipation'/><category term='csc'/><category term='FSRC'/><category term='The Humble Beginnings'/><category term='Fun'/><category term='personal reflections'/><title type='text'>Wah, Gia Tio! ( I shocked leh!)</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>22</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-4703570960751316365</id><published>2008-07-26T00:17:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-07-26T00:21:58.860+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Friday Blues...</title><content type='html'>I wasn't at home the whole day due to some caught up business. Was quite demoralised and profounded by wat happened just now but i was cleared from any wrongdoings so i'm feeling better now.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-4703570960751316365?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/4703570960751316365/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=4703570960751316365' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/4703570960751316365'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/4703570960751316365'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/07/friday-blues.html' title='Friday Blues...'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-6823923628582636705</id><published>2008-07-23T23:10:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2008-07-23T23:35:19.878+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Its not too late...</title><content type='html'>Finally, i decided to post a new entry. I was contemplating whether to continue with this blog or give it up for good and i decided to revive this blog for some more time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Special thanks: Kim &amp;amp; Kelynn&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Throughout the semester, i was plagued by a lot of problems and it affected my attitude towards my studies. But came this 2 angels who decided not to give up on me and push me on for the success of the group. From the bottom of my heart, i thank you for all that you guys have done. Others may have given up on me but u guys stuck through with me and i admire your steadfastness. I'm not good in saying thank you but i hope that this small note of mine will go along way in appreciating what you guys have done for this semester.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To my friends...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dudes, babes, peeps....&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Firstly, i apologise if i have done anything wrong (actions, words or writing) that i may or may not notice. Since the final year will come to an end soon, i wish and hope that all those friendships that i made (CSC, FSRC, FC, FB) will remain etched in a wonderful memory in the future.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;FC: I heard a lot of stories during this semester and i seriously feel that the class is falling apart. We have shared many things and on many occasions went out together, spending time understanding one another and enjoying time in chalets and outings. I have this fear that i will lose all these wonderful friendships and i really hope that it will not happen.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For those who blog, i just leave a piece of advice for you. Don't hide behind your blog and post insensitive comments that hurt others. You can air your grievances but please make sure you identify whom is it for. Be more responsible for your actions. And by the way, there's no one backstabbing you, its just a paranoia on your part due to your guilty actions.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-6823923628582636705?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/6823923628582636705/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=6823923628582636705' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/6823923628582636705'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/6823923628582636705'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/07/its-not-too-late.html' title='Its not too late...'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-6103434667758343412</id><published>2008-03-04T16:23:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-03-04T17:13:05.818+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='FSRC'/><title type='text'>Rizwan 500 Industrial Index (3/3/2007)</title><content type='html'>I understand that most of the investors are concerned with the market conditions currently. So as CEO, I'm happy to declare that its booming rapidly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Updates on FSRC's market:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The day started all well after i finally came exactly at 8.30am and was feeling happy with myself. As i was taking over Janice's duties (President of FSRC), i decided to do it quickly before focusing on slacking for the rest of the day. The sky started to darken and gales of wind blew hard into FSRC.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;HZH came late and dutifully, i marked him late and had to submit his details to the system. Was asking Janice for all the procedures and i informed her that HZH was late. That's when he shouted and demanded to noe why i was speaking about him. I shouted back with uncouth words amid strong applause from all the investors and the index shot up drastically and was at 780,000 points as of lunch time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The index drop slightly when it was reopened after lunch but at 3 pm, several incidence caused the rapid shift of the index. Yong Xian, Public Relation Director of the Index, decided to declare the rest of day as Games Day and almost all the investors joined to play games like Mafia, Passing Parcel and Murderer. Mafia was silly to play (as populated by Sebastian) and we focused on Passing Parcel after that. That's when the market became violent.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Had many forfeits done (most were gross like when me and CYX had to do pole dancing with each other) but the worse was when i had to take HZH's cap and posed with it. Was saying things like " Where's your manners? Your mother never teach ah?" and "F*** U and Mother F***** towards me. He even dared to scold me CHILDISH. This time round, the fighter spirit in me came out. I fought him word for word until he gave up. At that point, i instigated him by asking innocently whether he had lost. As a pervetic coward, he refused to answer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The index as of now is at 2,500,000 points and is expected to rise for the incoming weeks. Investors should quickly buy the stocks now or risk losing the opportunity to make more money.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-6103434667758343412?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/6103434667758343412/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=6103434667758343412' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/6103434667758343412'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/6103434667758343412'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/03/rizwan-500-industrial-index-332007.html' title='Rizwan 500 Industrial Index (3/3/2007)'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-292757338913177836</id><published>2008-02-28T23:38:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-29T01:32:01.915+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='FSRC'/><title type='text'>Rizwan 500 Industrial Index</title><content type='html'>For those who are not used to finance, its just a complete rubbish so dun bother to read more on them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The recent incorporation of the Rizwan 500 Industrial Index in the Financial Resource Service Centre (FSRC) was sponsored by the Islamic Bank of Rizwan. The purpose of this index is to measure the VIOLENTILITY of us towards HOE ZONG HUAN and as CEO, i'm happy to say that the index is booming rapidly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Most of you will be waiting to hear the commentary of what happened during the presentation today and i'm happy to give you my version (true and original) of the event.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As my group ( Me, Jia En, Nazreen,Yi Xuan and Grace) was the first to present today, all of us were jittery and nervous about the ordeal. Started off well with my usual carry ball method of greetings: A very good morning to our charismatic and visionary lecturer, Ms Gladys Koh and so on...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Presentation was good as we kept to our limit (although i was presenting off-the-cuff) and everybody was happy. Then the Dark Lord came and crash our joyous moment with 4 distinct question and 2 aiming at me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1) What are the criterias invovle for consumers to take either premier or private banking?&lt;br /&gt;2) What is the threat for the East Asian Region?&lt;br /&gt;3)What steps should OCBC take to protect fraudulent trades?&lt;br /&gt;4) What is the cost of implementing our Bluetooth system?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I GIA TIO LEH! For the first question, he definitely missed out listening to Nazreen's presentation (mayb having wet dreams of nazreen...oops sowie naz) ,the 2nd and 3rd questions are definitely aimed at me for the purpose of just wanting to shoot me down and the last is to make us look bad.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When Ah Boon's group was presenting, he also shot them down. Was saying things like your plan is not commercially viable and therefore just a dream. I shot him down and asked "Y are you shooting others when they have done nothing to you?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I mean look at it. Why are you creating trouble for yourself? Is it COMMERCIALLY-VIABLE for you to do so? Let's faced it, for once, can't you adopt humility as your virtue? The guy who dun like to wear pants is more smarter than you and he is more humble than you. Do you mean that shooting others down impress the girls? If your mentality is of impressing the girls, you are disgusting me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then came another one. Well known in NYP for the wrong reasons. This is really a unique specimen of his kind that thinks that memorising his script impresses the girls. His presentation totally sux with him trying to be LOUD and at the same time attracts the girls' attention. And wanted to be off-the-cuff like me. Was saying things like HSBC has branches in Hong Kong.......(long pauses)...India.....Paris.....and UAE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I do find ways to make myself feel good but i dun stoop so low to your level. If you really want to be popular, here's a tip: Stop being dumb and drop all your "impressive acts". Stick to the point and do your work properly.Well, as usual, i shot him down with nonsensical questions to kill him off so that he can never come back to live and disturb me again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Then came to Lia's group which i must say did an impressive presentation. HZH couldn't take things lying down and attacked her group by stressing things that HSBC is the first in Islamic Banking. Another just becoz it sux. Got shot down by Lia herself and i added fuel to the fire by critising his very existence in FSRC (i'm exaggerating as usual).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But a scene broke out after the presentation finish with Lia attacking HZH with vicious words and he attacked her back by saying "Shut up". Lia was almost at the point of punching his godamn face for good but i stopped her by asking HZH to "Shut up". Mad with fury, i could have just give him a good kick in the face for undesirables like him do not belong to the society. They belong in a special area called Buangkok Green.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;For those who are concerned, the Index shot up to 700,000 points during that violent moment and i speculate that it will rise rapidly with my planning to incur more of my wrath on him to annihilate his very existence in this very face of Earth.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-292757338913177836?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/292757338913177836/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=292757338913177836' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/292757338913177836'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/292757338913177836'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/rizwan-500-industrial-index.html' title='Rizwan 500 Industrial Index'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-7838531537996083598</id><published>2008-02-28T13:33:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-28T14:18:12.217+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='personal reflections'/><title type='text'>Foolish in Love</title><content type='html'>Wise man say,&lt;br /&gt;Only fools rush in.&lt;br /&gt;But i can't help falling in love with you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Shall i stay?&lt;br /&gt;Would it be a sin?&lt;br /&gt;If i can't help falling in love with you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Like a river flows,&lt;br /&gt;surely to the sea,&lt;br /&gt;Darling so it goes&lt;br /&gt;Some things are meant to be&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Take my hand,&lt;br /&gt;take my whole life too,&lt;br /&gt;For I can't help falling in love with you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Listening to this song really makes me wonder... Have i been foolish with myself? I know i dun have anything that she desires but i just can't get her off my mind. She looks so angelic in her own way but whenever she saw me, she will turn devilish and brushed me off like i'm some dirt.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I noe that she's avoiding me coz i'm like some pest that is irritating her. It hurts and i'm mortally crushed these few days. Its as though your heart is like a paper being scratched, stabbed and torn into million pieces. There's not much i can say but here's to you, You Are CRUEL.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-7838531537996083598?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/7838531537996083598/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=7838531537996083598' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/7838531537996083598'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/7838531537996083598'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/foolish-in-love.html' title='Foolish in Love'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-8543346876670233633</id><published>2008-02-27T01:43:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-27T01:44:59.595+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='personal reflections'/><title type='text'>Am I a good lover?</title><content type='html'>&lt;table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#EEEEEE" align=center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style='color:black; font-size: 14pt;'&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;How You Are In Love&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#FFFFFF"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.blogthingsimages.com/howareyouinlovequiz/rose.jpg" height="100" width="100"&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color="#000000"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogthings.com/howareyouinlovequiz/"&gt;How Are You In Love?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-8543346876670233633?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/8543346876670233633/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=8543346876670233633' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/8543346876670233633'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/8543346876670233633'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/am-i-good-lover.html' title='Am I a good lover?'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-3918327264288978871</id><published>2008-02-26T00:41:00.005+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-26T01:08:22.173+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='FSRC'/><title type='text'>Fun video in FSRC</title><content type='html'>&lt;p&gt;Special edition: FSRC Fun video&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Warning: Those below 18 is prohibited from watching. Any posting to You Tube will infringe copyrights and will be liable for defamation, infrigement of copyrights and a lifetime supply of rotten char sao pao will be provided.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Disclaimer: Theis is an entirely fictitious and entertaining purpose video. Any similarities or offensive to any party is not intentionally done and the director apologises beforehand.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Now, enjoy!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;object width="320" height="266" class="BLOG_video_class" id="BLOG_video-dfca4348890b2efa" classid="clsid:D27CDB6E-AE6D-11cf-96B8-444553540000" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab#version=6,0,40,0"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/get_player"&gt;&lt;param name="bgcolor" value="#FFFFFF"&gt;&lt;param name="allowfullscreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;param name="flashvars" value="flvurl=http://v13.nonxt6.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Ddfca4348890b2efa%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331349415%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D2FE45A9D8EB307CFA25B9D07899EF3BAA2910C39.A13A62A336653807A205C2A5031B53354762033%26key%3Dck1&amp;amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Ddfca4348890b2efa%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DTaeRKZvl9mqbpKvaLAHN_1qtqsA&amp;amp;autoplay=0&amp;amp;ps=blogger"&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/get_player" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"width="320" height="266" bgcolor="#FFFFFF"flashvars="flvurl=http://v13.nonxt6.googlevideo.com/videoplayback?id%3Ddfca4348890b2efa%26itag%3D5%26app%3Dblogger%26ip%3D0.0.0.0%26ipbits%3D0%26expire%3D1331349415%26sparams%3Did,itag,ip,ipbits,expire%26signature%3D2FE45A9D8EB307CFA25B9D07899EF3BAA2910C39.A13A62A336653807A205C2A5031B53354762033%26key%3Dck1&amp;iurl=http://video.google.com/ThumbnailServer2?app%3Dblogger%26contentid%3Ddfca4348890b2efa%26offsetms%3D5000%26itag%3Dw160%26sigh%3DTaeRKZvl9mqbpKvaLAHN_1qtqsA&amp;autoplay=0&amp;ps=blogger"allowFullScreen="true" /&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Please rate the video after watching. If not, the curse of Zong Huan will befall upon you and you will be pervetic for 10 years.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-3918327264288978871?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='enclosure' type='video/mp4' href='http://www.blogger.com/video-play.mp4?contentId=dfca4348890b2efa&amp;type=video%2Fmp4' length='0'/><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/3918327264288978871/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=3918327264288978871' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/3918327264288978871'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/3918327264288978871'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/fun-videos-in-fsrc.html' title='Fun video in FSRC'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-6515821354838541850</id><published>2008-02-24T19:03:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-24T19:16:17.959+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Fun'/><title type='text'>Saturday Night Fever</title><content type='html'>Finally i woke up from my deepest sleep ever.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Saturday was the most exciting night for me. After a hard day at work, i went to meet up with my swissotel colleagues cum close friends; Rizwan, Aishah, Lydia, Alang, Jaya and Bert to go zouk.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Had my patience running thin with me having to wait for the entire gang who practices &lt;em&gt;janji melayu &lt;/em&gt;(malay promises) and ended up at zouk close to 10pm. After buying the discounted tickets at 12 bucks, we went out to Great World City for them to have a drinking session and pass time until 11 plus before reentering zouk.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not much of a party animal myself, i wasn't so interested in all those gyrating dances that were both cool and disgusting at the same tyme. The music and effects were superb and i began to dance bangra after being prodded by my friends. Was looking for Liling and Amali but none of them were present to enjoy my second night clubbing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Aniwaez, went home at 4 plus and was horribly tired. Btw, to my FSRC gang, i have neglected my part 3 these few days. Wasn't in the mood to do work but i promise a masterpiece for the project tomolo.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-6515821354838541850?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/6515821354838541850/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=6515821354838541850' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/6515821354838541850'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/6515821354838541850'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/saturday-night-fever.html' title='Saturday Night Fever'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-7088282482401218811</id><published>2008-02-22T15:41:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-22T15:55:04.579+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='FSRC'/><title type='text'>Camwhoring at FSRC (with a slight twist)</title><content type='html'>Well,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Since today is a super duper boring day at FSRC, we decided to camwhore but with a slight twist.&lt;br /&gt;You can get all these actions at Jia En's blog where it has 4 dedicated videos by me. The 3 songs is sponsored by Stephen Chow from the God of Gambler 3 (back to Shanghai) from the Char Sao Pao song regarding paus.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The next is from Jay Chou's western song.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well dudes and babes, just a slight reminder, if you are below 18, you are not allowed to watch. And the first person to post it on you tube will earn a pau from me.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-7088282482401218811?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/7088282482401218811/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=7088282482401218811' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/7088282482401218811'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/7088282482401218811'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/camwhoring-at-fsrc-with-slight-twist.html' title='Camwhoring at FSRC (with a slight twist)'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-136842502291923070</id><published>2008-02-21T01:13:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-12-13T20:44:48.064+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='FSRC'/><title type='text'>Camwhoring at FSRC</title><content type='html'>&lt;a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_L6V_LKF_IGw/R7xg_oFHDzI/AAAAAAAAAB0/COyykTAFpsU/s1600-h/IMG00059.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5169113118521364274" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_L6V_LKF_IGw/R7xg_oFHDzI/AAAAAAAAAB0/COyykTAFpsU/s320/IMG00059.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_L6V_LKF_IGw/R7xg_oFHD0I/AAAAAAAAAB8/j0bWyB2wOQ8/s1600-h/IMG00033.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5169113118521364290" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_L6V_LKF_IGw/R7xg_oFHD0I/AAAAAAAAAB8/j0bWyB2wOQ8/s320/IMG00033.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_L6V_LKF_IGw/R7xg_4FHD1I/AAAAAAAAACE/SdvEdZpW60o/s1600-h/IMG00036.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5169113122816331602" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_L6V_LKF_IGw/R7xg_4FHD1I/AAAAAAAAACE/SdvEdZpW60o/s320/IMG00036.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Hais...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Nothing to do, we cam whore...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;Here are the pics...&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-136842502291923070?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/136842502291923070/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=136842502291923070' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/136842502291923070'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/136842502291923070'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/camwhoring-at-fsrc.html' title='Camwhoring at FSRC'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_L6V_LKF_IGw/R7xg_oFHDzI/AAAAAAAAAB0/COyykTAFpsU/s72-c/IMG00059.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-5831115266616734967</id><published>2008-02-20T23:02:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-21T00:09:30.647+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='csc'/><title type='text'>Happy Birthday Darling!</title><content type='html'>I wasn't there to dance the bangra and i wasn't there when Zeb presented you with the poem. So please accept this gift of mine which is an english song with the tune of Mehndi Laga Ke Rakhna.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh Mythili, you are the sweetest girl.&lt;br /&gt;Oh Rizwan, you are a cheeky boy.&lt;br /&gt;Oh Mythili, you are the sweetest girl.&lt;br /&gt;Oh Rizwan, you are a cheeky boy.&lt;br /&gt;Myhthili is the sweetest girl.&lt;br /&gt;Rizwan is a cheeky boy!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;O! I've never seen such a beauty,&lt;br /&gt;Until i cast upon you.&lt;br /&gt;I've never seen such a beauty,&lt;br /&gt;Until i cast upon you.&lt;br /&gt;You made my heart beat so fast,&lt;br /&gt;You make my love feel so pure.&lt;br /&gt;I've never seen such a beauty,&lt;br /&gt;Until i cast upon you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;O...Ah! What special magic have you done?,&lt;br /&gt;What special charms that you used?&lt;br /&gt;What special magic have you done?&lt;br /&gt;What special charms that you used?&lt;br /&gt;I've given my heart away,&lt;br /&gt;To a very special girl,&lt;br /&gt;What special magic have you done?&lt;br /&gt;What special charms have you used?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Btw, Happy Birthday.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Haha, hope you love it.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-5831115266616734967?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/5831115266616734967/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=5831115266616734967' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/5831115266616734967'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/5831115266616734967'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/happy-birthday-darling.html' title='Happy Birthday Darling!'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-3012513199701520912</id><published>2008-02-20T15:41:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-20T16:10:48.642+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='personal reflections'/><title type='text'>Hypocrite</title><content type='html'>Defination:Hypocrisy is the act of pretending to oppose a belief or behaviour while holding the same beliefs or behaviours at the same time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Am i a hypocrite?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I've been asking that question for a few days now. Been thinking hard about my attitude and how i approach people. I admit it. I am loyal to all my friends coz i treasure their friendships but there are people who i have nvr considered as friends. I've been acting like a 2-faced guy to them: Being the innocent looking guy in front of them but at the back, i'm bad-mouthing them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Dear god, what is becoming of me? Why i finally feel weird after doing all this? I should have been like Poon. Despite not liking the person, he didn't show it. Just like because he sux. Yes, he was infamous for his arrogant and bragging attitude. Every body agrees with that but did i have to rub salt to his wound?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I told him the event only lasted an hour after he declared that he can go for the event. And i was proud to tell every body that i stopped him from coming. It does feel good but inside, you won't know how guilty i feel. Am i a hypocrite?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Next, there is a lady who i admired alot in the previous stopover. Yes, she's cute and have a pair of mesmerizing eyes. And i like the way she became interested in all my stories. I felt that i was in heaven every time she does that. But when the truth was revealed, i became a different person altogether. When she started to avoid me, i became moody. Whenever someone says something about her, i will give a bad impression of her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But i feel bad after doing that every time. And when she attempted to make friends, i avoided it. Yes, i wish we were back to being innocent but i just can't change. What is becoming of me? I admired her alot but does it give me the right to be a hypocrite after rejection?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To those who were affected by my hypocrisy, i apologise. I know there can be no way to reverse the mistakes i had done but i hope that with this simple apology of mine, things will change.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-3012513199701520912?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/3012513199701520912/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=3012513199701520912' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/3012513199701520912'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/3012513199701520912'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/hypocrite.html' title='Hypocrite'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-57233693421135774</id><published>2008-02-20T11:58:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-20T13:05:32.470+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Yahoo! I'm finally My's Indian Boy</title><content type='html'>To all dudes out there...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mythili of CSC, BSU Team 1 have officially declare me, Muhd Rizwan Bin Abdul Rahman as her beloved indian boy. So, too bad to all those dudes out there, she has been taken.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To My, i feel so touched that you finally accepted my proposal. Despite my weaknesses (smoking), she readily accepted this challenge to reform my bad behaviour. She's another angel of mine and i will do my best not to disappoint her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mera pyar karti hei.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-57233693421135774?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/57233693421135774/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=57233693421135774' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/57233693421135774'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/57233693421135774'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/yahoo-im-finally-mys-indian-boy.html' title='Yahoo! I&apos;m finally My&apos;s Indian Boy'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-455788816720343573</id><published>2008-02-20T11:35:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-20T11:36:34.810+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='personal reflections'/><title type='text'>What my birthdate means</title><content type='html'>&lt;table width=350 align=center border=0 cellspacing=0 cellpadding=2&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#EEEEEE" align=center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style='color:black; font-size: 14pt;'&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Your Birthdate: May 16&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#FFFFFF"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/birthday.gif" height="100" width="100"&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;font color="#000000"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your strength: Your original approach to thinking&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your power color: Pale blue&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your power symbol: Wavy line&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your power month: July&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoesyourbirthdatemeanquiz/"&gt;What Does Your Birth Date Mean?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-455788816720343573?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/455788816720343573/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=455788816720343573' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/455788816720343573'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/455788816720343573'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/what-my-birthdate-means.html' title='What my birthdate means'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-1446690977434751353</id><published>2008-02-20T11:30:00.005+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-20T11:52:35.968+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='personal reflections'/><title type='text'>What Rizwan Means</title><content type='html'>Curious about my name, i decided to check its meaning. Here is what i got...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" width="350" align="center" border="0"&gt;&lt;tbody&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="middle" bg style="color:#eeeeee;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="FONT-SIZE: 14pt; COLOR: blackfont-family:Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif;" &gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;What Muhammad Rizwan Bin Abdul Rahman Means&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#ffffff"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img height="100" src="http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/name.gif" width="100" /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="color:#000000;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You have the classic "Type A" personality.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/tbody&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/"&gt;What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt; &lt;/div&gt;&lt;div align="left"&gt;Is it really me?&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-1446690977434751353?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/1446690977434751353/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=1446690977434751353' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/1446690977434751353'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/1446690977434751353'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/what-rizwan-means.html' title='What Rizwan Means'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-9215555883873043286</id><published>2008-02-20T10:22:00.003+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-20T10:26:17.775+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Anticipation'/><title type='text'>Joke Of The Year</title><content type='html'>Here goes a special joke that me and Poon created to spite our new class couples.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A:Darling, how many kids you want?&lt;br /&gt;J:Sui bian lah...sui bian (anything lah)&lt;br /&gt;A:Haiyah...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A:Darling, what type of house you want to live in?&lt;br /&gt;J:Sui bian lah...sui bian (anything lah)&lt;br /&gt;A:Haiyah...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A:Darling, i got mistress in China.&lt;br /&gt;J:Sui bian lah...sui bian (anything)...What?&lt;br /&gt;A: Haiyah...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-9215555883873043286?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/9215555883873043286/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=9215555883873043286' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/9215555883873043286'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/9215555883873043286'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/joke-of-year.html' title='Joke Of The Year'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-842012696916883331</id><published>2008-02-20T10:04:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-20T10:16:32.585+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='csc'/><title type='text'>Lia, Je serai toujours là pour toi</title><content type='html'>Well, i&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt; promise to give you a nice post. Here it goes...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Siapa bilang gadis melayu tak menawan&lt;br /&gt;Tak menarik hati, tiada memikat&lt;br /&gt;Kalaulah memang tak mungkin aku tertarik&lt;br /&gt;Kalaulah sungguh tak mungkin aku kan jatuh&lt;br /&gt;Aduhai...&lt;br /&gt;lemah lembut gayanya&lt;br /&gt;Serta manis senyumnya&lt;br /&gt;Hitam pekat rambutnya&lt;br /&gt;Ayuh ambil si dia&lt;br /&gt;Di antara gadis gadis seluruh dunia&lt;br /&gt;Tiada yang sehalus mulus oh setulus dia&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I dedicate this song to my beloved friend who is always there for me. She's a fun person to be with and yes, she is beautiful. A charming and intelligent person who is straightforward with her thoughts and honest with her feelings. Being with you in CSC really changes my perception of you.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To Lia, i'll always be there for you. My loyalty and allegiance to a best friend will never waver as i treat all my best friends well. Cheers to you Lia and good luck on your future endeavours.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-842012696916883331?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/842012696916883331/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=842012696916883331' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/842012696916883331'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/842012696916883331'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/lia-je-serai-toujours-l-pour-toi.html' title='Lia, Je serai toujours là pour toi'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-1051509604519403463</id><published>2008-02-19T09:16:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-19T09:06:56.460+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='The Humble Beginnings'/><title type='text'>The Humble Beginnings...</title><content type='html'>Well, that's it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I finally created my first blog and this is my first post.(A remarkable achivement for a stupid guy like me)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I would like to thank my mother, father, brother, sisters, friends in anticipation,colleagues in csc and the list go on and on for them to witness this memorable moment of mine.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Enough of the lame shit, well,&lt;br /&gt;Today feels like the first day of my nightmare. Departing from CSC, the best place to work, was painful enough with all those fun and memorable moments that can never be bought or sold. FSRC was a totally new experience for me. We started the stopover with squabbling who to take who and how to save our asses from those who cmi (cannot make it) and proceeded with the project with a heavy heart. As quoted from yong xian, "y the hell are we doing financial stuffs that none of us have ever done?"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Aniwaez, miss all those in csc, anticipation and my other friends who have guided me in my painful journey in life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The next zhong huan in my title simply represents the experience i had in csc. I tried to express my feelings but i was treated like the next zhong huan (a key pervert in sbm, nyp) with sudden cold wars and bitterness in the looks of her eyes.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-1051509604519403463?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/1051509604519403463/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=1051509604519403463' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/1051509604519403463'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/1051509604519403463'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/humble-beginnings.html' title='The Humble Beginnings...'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-3375080767788953551</id><published>2008-02-19T00:04:00.004+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-19T11:08:53.208+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='csc'/><title type='text'>I'll be your Indian Boy...</title><content type='html'>Special request from my dearest friend Mythili.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A bangra song for her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mehndi Laga Rakhna Doli Saja Ke Rakhna&lt;br /&gt;Mehndi Laga Rakhna Doli Saja Ke Rakhna&lt;br /&gt;Lene Tujhe O Gori Aayenge Tere Sajna&lt;br /&gt;Mehndi Laga Rakhna Doli Saja Ke Rakhna&lt;br /&gt;Sahra Sajake Rakhna Chehra Chhupake Rakhna&lt;br /&gt;Sahra Sajake Rakhna Chehra Chhupake Rakhn&lt;br /&gt;Ye Dil Ki Baat Apne Dil Mein Dabake Rakhna&lt;br /&gt;Sahra Sajake Rakhna Chehra Chhupake Rakhn&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hope you like it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, Mythili is someone fun to have around in CSC with her support for me and zeb's bangra dances. She also taught Lia how to play those computer games. And this special message for her is due to the sweet message she gave me to stop smoking (I will but not too soon). She's one of the best friend i had and somehow she always gets the bad calls (like the "Dosen't mean i'm on the phone you can do whatever you want. Sit down and do your homework!"). Well My, i'm proposing to be your Indian Boy, will you accept it?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Mythili, we in FSRC will never forget those wonderful memories of you. Feel free to join in our room coz we are more than happy to welcome you in and dance bangra for you.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-3375080767788953551?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/3375080767788953551/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=3375080767788953551' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/3375080767788953551'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/3375080767788953551'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/ill-be-your-indian-boy.html' title='I&apos;ll be your Indian Boy...'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-6310526162019294428</id><published>2008-02-18T22:36:00.001+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-18T23:58:56.730+08:00</updated><title type='text'>My Dearest Angel</title><content type='html'>You are my angel,&lt;br /&gt;I am your mortal,&lt;br /&gt;You make me happy,&lt;br /&gt;With all those gifts.&lt;br /&gt;You never know dear,&lt;br /&gt;How much i love them,&lt;br /&gt;Please dun take my angel away.(sing to the tune of you are my sunshine)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I miss singing this song and irritate my angel, the famous silent killer of CSC. Hor Yin Xin, a sweet lady who was bestowed the honour to be my angel had never failed in her duty. She gave me gifts that was both memorable and i will always treasure them. To my angel, wo xi huan ni.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now on to Yin Xin's editorial comments:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Let's start with a song.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Tong Hua&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li       (I'm willing to become the one in the fairy tale)&lt;br /&gt;ni ai de ne ge tian shi                        (The angel that you love)&lt;br /&gt;zhang kai shuang shou                     (I extend this pair of hands)&lt;br /&gt;bian cheng chi bang shou hu niand (turn them into wings to protect you)&lt;br /&gt;ni yao xiang xin                                 (You must believe)&lt;br /&gt;xiang xin wo men hui xiang&lt;br /&gt;tong hua gu shi li                              (Believe we will be like we are in a fairy tale)&lt;br /&gt;xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju               (Where blessings and happiness is the ending)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I specially dedicate this song for her so that she knows her mortal misses her alot.&lt;br /&gt;Yin Xin is another quiet lady in CSC. She has this cute voice that sounds different but special and i always disturb her for that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When we first started, we played murderer to get to know each other well. Yin Xin was the silent killer who won the game without anybody suspecting it was her. From then on, she began to reveal more of her true colours.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Lastly, Yin Xin was a special lady that is bestowed with the gift of an angel. Despite me being irritating to her, she always has this blushing smile that is angelic. That smile will always be etched in my heart.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;To Yin Xin, Thx:)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here's another song for you...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;ni wen wo ai  ni you duo shen  (You asked that I like you having the multi-depth)&lt;br /&gt;wo ai ni you ji fen                       (I love you somewhat?)&lt;br /&gt;wo de qing ye zhen                     (My sentiment is also real),&lt;br /&gt;wo de ai ye zhen                          (my love is also real)&lt;br /&gt;yue liang dai biao wo de xin     (the moon represents my heart)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Haha, hope you love it.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-6310526162019294428?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/6310526162019294428/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=6310526162019294428' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/6310526162019294428'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/6310526162019294428'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/my-dearest-angel.html' title='My Dearest Angel'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-8948947717540672312</id><published>2008-02-18T20:48:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-18T22:30:59.793+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='csc'/><title type='text'>Memories in CSC</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;This post is dedicated to all my dearest friends in csc.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;CSC(DBS) was and will always be the best place to work. Memories that we had there such as playing ping pong, checkers, murderer, baseball and many more can never be forgotten. Despite our differences, we manage to gel and bond together so easily. The strictness in CSC have never spoilt our moments of fun and i will treasure every single moment of it. Okay, now for the individual testimonials:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Zeb (My Best Buddy)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Zeb, a charismatic tango guy who keeps everyone at ease when he's around. Zeb was my most trusted buddy in csc and whenever i had problems (baju hijau), he's the first to noe. We all miss his professionalism in making the calls and his long hair. He was my singing buddy, bangra partner and promoter of the line dancing. There were many things that we had done together and it felt as if it was just yesterday that we were having fun. It had been an honour and pleasure to have met you in this phase of my life.Cheers to Zeb.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Ming Hao (Partner-in-Crime)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Ming Hao, the most handsome chinese guy (as per lia), was my partner in csc. We started off challenging each other to finish our quotas but he soon gave up half way. Ming Hao was a nice friend to have with his knowledge in excel and that he was sensitive to others' feelings ( "No, its okay" unlike zeb's "no, i dun wan!") and he was a great player in ping pong. He was bestowed the title "Traditional Chinese Man" for his creativity and willingness in creating the lantern and putting up the decorations for the lunar new year.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Kian Boon (My Mortal)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Ah Boon, dun be angry if i disturb your gf. I'm jus joking lah. Ah Boon suffered alot as my mortal. He got alot of junks and even a playeur magazine that made him angry for the rest of his day. Boon, i apologise if i make you angry in some ways but it was not my intention. Hope you like the last gift. Ah Boon was a great guy to be with and i've never met someone that was as good as Boon. He plays soccer well and was the best ping pong player csc ever had. Cheers to our time in FSRC.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Di Hua (My Gay Partner)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Dh was the scariest guy i ever met when i first enter csc. He was close to the girls and i envy his charms coz it seems to attract girls well. However, things change when you grew close. DH was one of the best striker csc had and that he can really brighten up someone's day. He's always cheerful and creating jokes to inject laughter into csc. To Dihua, i appreciate your friendship and it was an honour to be in the same stopover with you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Fiona ( Human Resource Director)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Should you have any difficulties in looking for a job in the future, please contact Fiona. She's one of the most hardworking gal i ever met and i admire her steadfastness in doing her job. It was fun knowing you and going out together. Those fun times we had is irreplaceble and you will always remain in my heart as a true friend.Cheers to Fiona and have fun in ERMS.Btw, Zeb is really a nice guy:P&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Hannah ( Where's my crutches?)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;It was fun knowing you and all those trips we had. Me and Lia misses those sounds of your crutches coz we are used to having you around for the past 9 weeks. We had fun going out together and it was an honour to serve you as the Head of Security, Madam President. Well, all the best for your future endeavours. She also have a cute voice.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Huan Ling ( Tough competitior)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;HL loves to compete with me. Well, i accepted her challenge and it was fun having a challenger in doing the surveys. HL is one of the best caller in CSC with her politeness and courteous manner. As i stress during the debate, HL is the best example for an agent who conducts the best call in CSC and my toughest competitor. Good luck to your future.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Dinah (Diet)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;She simply loves to diet despite protests from everybody. As i quote from Lia "Stop dieting. You look good in your present way"&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Jie Jun ( The Quiet One)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;JJ is always quiet and keeps to herself most of the time. Well cheers to you jj.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Wee Leng (The Mature One)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;The most serious and mature lady in csc. Although she's older than me, she has this charismatic charm that makes her outstanding from the rest. Cheers to you Wee Leng.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Dalilah (Mummy)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Without you Dalilah, csc will never be as fun as this. She's truly the Mother of CSC with her laughter that will make everyone laughing even if we just had a bad day. Her favourite word "corporate" (say cor-pe reeet) will get every body in stiches and make every body's day.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;We in FSRC will always miss you. Cheers to you Dalilah.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Khadijah (Gangster)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Gangsterism was legalised ever since you entered CSC. Without your air of supremacy, CSC will never be safe and secure from outsiders. Your booming voice thunders across the class and will make everybody at ease knowing that you are there. Thx, khadijah.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Nicole &amp;amp; Liling (Smokers' Gang)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Li Ling is the best darling i ever had and i will really miss your company. Nicole is the quiet one but loves to play diner dash. Both are the best company i can ever wish for whenever i go smoke. Cheers to both of you and i will miss you liling:(&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;For those whose name is not inside, please do not think that i despise you or anything. You have a dedicated post all to yourself. To the rest, looking forward to the chalet that is still in the planning stages. Our memories will never be forgotten. Btw, if you request for your own post, please inform me and i'll give the best testimonial for you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-8948947717540672312?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/8948947717540672312/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=8948947717540672312' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/8948947717540672312'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/8948947717540672312'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/memories-in-csc.html' title='Memories in CSC'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7372432661282707543.post-4642609145117131320</id><published>2008-02-18T19:20:00.002+08:00</published><updated>2008-02-19T09:05:24.524+08:00</updated><category scheme='http://www.blogger.com/atom/ns#' term='Anticipation'/><title type='text'>Anticipation</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;Well, i plan to post 5 posts to my blog today so here goes the second one:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;This post will be dedicated to the members of Anticipation (Sports Club)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;To begin with, the previous outing we had (night cycling, for more details go to poon's) was simply a memorable and exciting experience we had. The host was more than generous in providing good food and tons of it to prevent certain members from complaining that the food is not enough. The place had a nice and welcoming feeling with a spectacular environment and i applaud the host for all those things that he had done. Now, to the commentaries on all the members of the club:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;Poon Chien Wei (Secretary-General of Anticipation and Honourable Member of "Just Becoz it Sux")&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;Poon, a nice guy who is serious 10% of the time mostly childish for the rest. When i stepped into NYP, Poon was one of the first few friends i made and we have grown to be more like brothers. We are there to support each other and fooling around and he has become one of my confidante. Poon is the main backbone for most of the projects i had with him and i admire his candour in settling disputes. Poon is one of those few that i noe that earns my utmost respect and admiration for all the things that he had done. A charming and charismatic guy who noes how to handle situations well and sensitive to those who are around him. Cheers to Poon.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Yeo Bee Kim (Founder and Designer of Anticipation)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Kim is an exceptionally wonderful friend who take care of her friends well. She was there for those who needed her care and concerns although she got a slight phobia of me when i jokingly told her that i like her. I admire her creativity with her constant videos during projects and her antics whenever i go out with her.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Ho Weng Kin ( Head of Security a.k.a Pai Kia)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Weng Kin earns my respect for his constant pai kia antics that not only made everyone feel secure but at the same time at ease that we have somebody to fall on should there be any problems. We were sworn to be brothers from year one and we have lived to being brothers for the rest of our lives. When he lim bei bui song somebody, the person will be hated by me and vice versa. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Tan Yun Ting (Organizer and Planner)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;TYT is the most excellent planner and organizer i have ever met. Whenever she organizes an outing or a chalet, she will receive overwhelming responses. She is the main pillar of the class that most of the gals fall back to although i disagree with her sometimes. Thx to her, most of the outings were successful and we appreciate her jokes that spices up our day (although she can be lame at times).&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Chia Jia En (member)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Jia En is one of the most auntish lady i have ever befriended. She is always mciting (tsk tsk) almost everyday and will complain alot whenever she faces some problems. Nevertheless, she's a wonderful friend to have with her constant antics and her sunshine face that brightens up our day. Despite her silence, she can make people laugh with her actions.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Andy Tay (member and promoter of "Just becoz it sux")&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Andy is 100% serious and sleepy for most of the time. He sleeps at 9 everyday and is the earliest in school. Andy is a silent killer that will surprises you at times. Although he is reserved most of the time, when you desiao him, he will be so fierce that will spook you for the rest of your life. Try disturbing him when he's drunk and it's either you get a lashing from him (i'll tell your grandfather) or end up with punches from him.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Quek Suyu&lt;/span&gt; (member)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Suyu is the most quietest lady i have ever met. If you ask her a question, its either she answers with a word or smile blushingly. Nevertheless, she's a great company to be with.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Tay Zhi Wei ( member a.k.a Ah Hao)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Zhi Wei is the computer geek that will tell you all the games that he had played and will always be stuck to his PSP every time you see him. We appreciate his presence in the group for he brings laughter sometimes.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Aishah (member)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Aishah is one of the most strongest lady i have ever met. Cycling with her is fun coz she was the centre of the attraction that attracted a stalker and had the group on alert with weng kin keep wanting to bash that guy up (to show his affection).&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;Well, that's all folks for this commentary. Btw, i'm not sucking up to any of you. Just a sincere thought from me who treasures friendships very much.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7372432661282707543-4642609145117131320?l=mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/feeds/4642609145117131320/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7372432661282707543&amp;postID=4642609145117131320' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/4642609145117131320'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7372432661282707543/posts/default/4642609145117131320'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://mypainfuljourney.blogspot.com/2008/02/anticipation.html' title='Anticipation'/><author><name>Rich One</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/06939983780826750919</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry></feed>
